I am in a doctors office reception waiting area. My wife ( who has passed) has just went in to be seen by the doctor. There had been snacks and refreshments napkins and such in the waiting area but are now all gone. I sit in a chair at a small wobbly table. A man and woman and an older lady come in and sit at this table also. I feel a hand grab my leg and shake it hard . The couple apologize for the older lady as I see her grab my leg again and shake it very hard. I say that's ok I understand. Then a doctor is in front of me and telling me that we will need to talk about something and then turns and leaves. I watch him walk out as a park swing set appears in this room. A tiny man child is standing under this swing set staring at me . My youngest son appears as a child again and as he is asking permission to play with the man-child on the swing set, The man-child still staring at me says "I will kill you" to me. I feel the hand grabbing and shaking my leg hard again and someone's voice saying " I will take care of this for you" . The dream ends.
This dream appears to be quite complex and potentially carrying multiple layers of meaning. Here is an interpretation based on the various elements present:
Being in a doctor's office waiting area and seeing your wife who has passed going in to see the doctor could symbolize unresolved emotions or issues related to her passing. It may suggest a need to process grief or come to terms with her absence.
The disappearing snacks and refreshments could symbolize a sense of emptiness or lack in your life, possibly related to the loss of your wife.
The shaky table and the hand grabbing and shaking your leg could represent feelings of instability or uneasiness in your waking life. It may indicate that you are feeling vulnerable or lacking a sense of control in certain situations.
The appearance of the couple and the older lady could signify social interactions or relationships that are causing some discomfort or agitation. The older lady grabbing your leg could represent a feeling of intrusion or boundary violation.
The doctor mentioning a need to talk about something and then leaving could suggest unresolved issues or conversations that need to take place in your waking life. It may indicate a need for communication or closure in certain areas.
The park swing set and the man-child threatening you could symbolize inner turmoil or unresolved conflicts within yourself. The man-child's statement "I will kill you" may represent feelings of fear, vulnerability, or aggression that need to be addressed.
Your youngest son appearing as a child again and asking permission to play with the man-child could symbolize a desire to protect or nurture your inner child. It may suggest a need to engage with your own innocence, curiosity, or vulnerability.
The voice promising to take care of the situation for you at the end of the dream could signify a sense of support or guidance from within yourself or from external sources. It may suggest that help is available to address challenges or conflicts in your life.
Overall, this dream could be reflecting a need to confront and address unresolved emotions, conflicts, or issues in your waking life. It may be urging you to seek support, communication, or closure in order to find emotional healing and stability.